1 week without smoking

Wow! I can't believe we have made it a week. Things are starting to feel normal...well I guess the neew normal. exercise has almost become a new addiction for me, which is probably not a bad thing.  i am still eating a lot and hoping i can get that under control soon. My mood has leveled, we are doing well and I still believe we are going to do it this time. '

Day 5

I am feeling  A LOT better today! Thanks to my amazingly supportive husband I got through yesterday. I feel like myself today, maybe even better...went to gym this morning and grocery shopping and still have energy left.  I think there is a really good chance we are going to actually quit this time!

4 days

I need some support today. It seems not worth it  today.  I do not feel like myself at all. My body is so used to constant stimulants that without them I am just blah.  Maybe Jamie and I should quit at different times because it is taking a toll on us. A big one.  It is really difficult to be a good wife and a good mom when I dont feel like me. Maybe if I just go buy some cigarettes everything will go back to normal.Someone talk me out of it...tell me it will get better...please!

Almost 48 hours

Everything annoys me today. The way people drive, the way they walk, the commercials on t.v., people telling me to vote.  I don't feel like myself at all. I don't know how to desceribe it, like a muted version of myself. I just want to lay in bed all day, I'm not tired, just  sort of apathetic. I hope this passes because I don't like to be all boring.

Day 2: 36 hours

this morning was easier than yesterday morning.  when the temperature drops it is easier to want to stay inside.  If the first three days are the hardest then i am halfway there...
I stayed really busy yesterday, even went to the gym twice.  I might be to sore to go again today, maybe we will go swimming or something.  The hardest thing for me still is i just want to eat all day.  I will start smoking again if I gain a bunch of weight so I am going to do my best to exercise and eat healthy.

Day 1: 12 hours

It has only been half a day so far.  The first 30 minutes were the worst.  After that, I did my best to stay busy.  I took Dylan to school, went shopping, went to the gym and worked out, met my husband for lunch. Now I am home, Gavin is sleeping, and all I want to do is go relax on my back porch with a cigarette in my hand.  Guess it's time to clean.  I do not feel irritable or have a headache yet...which I guess it good, or it is still coming.