4 days

I need some support today. It seems not worth it  today.  I do not feel like myself at all. My body is so used to constant stimulants that without them I am just blah.  Maybe Jamie and I should quit at different times because it is taking a toll on us. A big one.  It is really difficult to be a good wife and a good mom when I dont feel like me. Maybe if I just go buy some cigarettes everything will go back to normal.Someone talk me out of it...tell me it will get better...please!