Day 1: 12 hours

It has only been half a day so far.  The first 30 minutes were the worst.  After that, I did my best to stay busy.  I took Dylan to school, went shopping, went to the gym and worked out, met my husband for lunch. Now I am home, Gavin is sleeping, and all I want to do is go relax on my back porch with a cigarette in my hand.  Guess it's time to clean.  I do not feel irritable or have a headache yet...which I guess it good, or it is still coming.